Enough holdin' back.

Enough is enough... these days all I feel like is I'm holding myself back somehow. Either consciously or unconsciously or maybe even a mixture of the two. So the big question; what's made life put a noose around my neck and fucking tighten it slowly but consistently for the past three or four years? Some people say Life's a bitch, I tend not to agree.. see if it was a bitch I would just fucking bitchslap it to submission. The case is however, life isn't a bitch, its a fucking beast. An ogre if you will. Not an as easy task to slap around an ogre as it would seem.

One thing that is fuckin 100% on point at the second is girls. What up with it though... I dont even want a gf. I need to get my priorities straight. No more rolls, speed or coke. I'm goin' straight edge yo' and it's not gonna be pretty. I need to get back on my feet so I can tear shit up... to quote a rolemodel of mine. Who is there for me? Until recently, no one. Now? No one but myself. Peace out!

Lil' Wayne: Throw some keys on it
"Lookin' Slicker Than The Lane That You Bowlin' On
If They Didn't Told You I'm The Shit
Then They Told You Wrong"

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